There again

That point that so many college students have. Where I panic, sweat profusely, swell my eyes out in tears, and can feel the question marks floating around an otherwise empty head. What am I doing? Am I doing what I want? Am I capable to stay on this path I chose?

Honestly, no.

It's sad to say, but I always knew that I was nothing phenomenal. Everything before college is a joke. There was no measure of intelligence in school, my high GPA meant nothing. Standardized tests and curriculum was just shit that made piles of more shit. Terrible. I can't seem to get anything more than an 87 in college. Why can't I break that 89 barrier?

So how do I get past this slump? How does society maintain any kind of status with everyone getting dumber?

So now I'm debating switching from the College of Natural Sciences to the School of Business as an attempt to avoid rejection from the myriad of medical schools that I'll waste application fees on. Problem is, getting into UT's school of business is just as damn hard. The minimum GPA accepted last year was 3.6. The average was a 3.8. Even if I do get accepted, will my 2 years of science courses go to waste? Will I end up graduating when I'm 24?

What do I do....
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Edit: Fuck that. I'm staying.