Sometimes, I think I'm filled with too much angst. I would try to calm myself, and just lay down somewhere. But then my mind starts working, and it glosses over everything that peeves me, and then I feel bad energy radiating everywhere. I frequently feel like thrashing my arms and kicking my feet, and anyone within a 3 feet radius will undoubtedly get hurt.
I lay there, and I can actually physically feel the energy build up, trickle down my arms, to my fingers, and getting ready to start the flailing. But at the moment, I tell myself stop, and it gets trapped. Instead, the energy escapes my body in the form of a few tears.
And then I get up, blog about it, and everything is back to normal.
A vicious cycle.
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